Challenge

All the hype about the ALS Ice bucket challenge has got me thinking about things. Personally I think the whole challenge thing is just a bunch of peer pressure, but it's really getting some attention to ALS and that's a good thing. This in conjunction with a podcaster named Tim Ferriss who last month set a challenge to go thirty days without porn or masturbation, but all the sex you can handle. It's kind of like a low carb diet where bacon becomes a good thing to eat at every meal.

Anyway, I've notice that I do seem to look at porn and masturbate on somewhat of a daily schedule, and when I really getting into a masturbation session, it can sometimes lead to two or three loads being deposited into a tissue to be flushed down the drain. I know there are some guys that think that's a waste of good cum, but I'm not of a consumer of cum, my own, or others.

Challenges in general should be something that changes you, improves you, or makes you see the world in a different way. The ice bucket challenge just seems to get you wet, and cold, so not that interested in doing it. The thirty days without masturbation is more of a test of my will.

Yesterday was the first day, and while most people would think to start on the first of the month, or the first of something, I've pretty much chosen a random start time. This goes with most things with me, I think about it for a while then decided and start right then.

The synopsis of the first day is that I closed the open tabs on the browser that had porn preloaded, hadn't looked any blogs, and kind of think I had a more productive day. The start of the second day, sitting in a quite place wearing just my underwear would have lead to a masturbation session, it if weren't for the challenge, easy to overcome the temptation.

What I have deemed okay is to look on CL which is mainly for the humor anyway (Does a 60 year old fat guy really think a 25 year old muscle top is that common?) I also have been of a few other apps and things, so the search for a compatible bottom guy goes on. So while looking at the naked pics of guys online is technically porn, if it leads to us meeting, getting naked, sweaty and fucked, then it's just foreplay.

On a side note, my regular buddy, the only one that I have, fucked the hell out of me the other day. The sensation was to much to bear after a few minutes, but I let him finish anyway. It was similar to be tickled, where you wanted it to stop because it was overwhelming, but at the same time a feeling deep inside of me that I didn't want to stop. So for any bottoms out there, does that feeling just get more intense with time, or something that becomes more bearable where you want it to go on and on?