Guys with Big Cocks Don't Need This

Okay dude, don't make a face, don't comment on how large it is, the guy its attached to has heard it all, play with it, have fun with it, and wipe that stupid look off your face or its going back in his pants and you loose the play time.

A cock is something to be played with, not to be compared (in the play environment,) and not to be stared and pointed at, put the goddamn thing in your mouth, give it your "A" game, or go the fuck home. If someone was doing this to me, I would grab the back of there head, and knock them senseless with my cock till they got the message.

Treasure trails

You don't see many models on line with a really nice treasure trail. There seems to be the two extremes, full hairy chest, or shaved smooth chest.

How Meetings Should be Determined

this is how all disputes should be determined, the guy with the bigger cock wins, unless the guy with the small cock can take the big cock all the way. It's like rock, paper, scissors, except the cock always wins.

Cock sucking

For only having sucked a handful of cock in my life, five in total; one or two of them more than once, apparently I'm pretty good at it.

Excuse me, Cumming through

The is the best part of a three-some. Where I'm looking down at two guys kissing, and I get to break their kissing by pushing my cock in between them. Then their lips meet again as my cock slides in between them.

Bottoming

Well I did it.

Here is how I would describe it:

Cleaning out; cumbersome, necessary, odd.

Penetration; Whats that slight pain in my ass?

Full insertion: okay, no pain, no pleasure.

Pounding: This is where I can see bottoms get all their pleasure, for me it was like when I was a kid and found some rocks that when I struck them against one another sparks would fly off, not enough to start a fire. I tried, I was a bit of a pyro-technician when I was younger, lighters and spray paint, and I wonder how I didn't burn the garage down. Anyway back to sensation, as I was being pounded, there was a spark of sensation that may be enough to want to try bottoming again in the future. Now I can understand why the bottoms that I have had scream in pleasure when I pull almost out, and then push in fast. I can see where a bottom can almost give themselves over to that feeling and want it over and over again. So the technique for tops is to give it hard, give it deep and keep up the tempo as long as possible. I would guess that a bottom who can get a full orgasm from being a bottom have that sensation throughout his body, and each thrust in would be more fuel for the fire, I wonder if anyone has ever passed out from this type of orgasm.

I once asked a bottom what I was feeling inside of him when I was as deep as I could go, and he said I was hitting rock bottom, at the time I wasn't sure if I was hurting him. If someone had been listening they might have thought I was hurting him, but now I realize that he was loving every minute of it, and now I know that I can do it harder and deeper. I also have a better understanding on why some guys are into big dicks, the bigger the better.

The guy in the above photo is enjoying being a bottom much more than I did. I would enjoy being the top in this situation. So, will I bottom again, I wouldn't rule it out, but I don't have any plans to do it anytime soon, it would depend on the person, the cock, and the timing. I think that I'm a better top because of the experience now. 

Losing my virginity

By the time this is on online, there is a real possibility that I'm going to be on my back with my legs in the air having a cock up my ass. I've timed this to happen at 8:50 Central time in the USA, so that means till at least 9:30, I'm going to be working a cock up my ass for the first time and seeing how it feels. Being a top, my thinking is that I need to straddle the guy and just use him like a toy, get his cock hard and just do things on my terms.

I have two worries:

One. is that I'm going to like it so much that I'm going to be become a slut wanting to get fucked all the time.

Two, that he is going to stick his cock up my ass and I'm going to be sitting there having as mush pleasure as taking a big dump on the toilet, not a glamorous analogy, but thats what I'm thinking right now.

The toys that I've played with have provided some stimulation to my prostate but it never been anything that I feel I have to do to get off. So I'll be seeing if turning the tables is going to get me off. From what I've read, being a bottom is going to make me a better top, so there is always that to look forward to. I'll post something about it when its done.

Scheduled post

I have a post scheduled to go live at 8:50am central time, that will describe what I'm doing at the moment in time. something that is a first for me. I hope all goes well, and no permanent damage is done. So any readers can check back here at the time, and know exactly what I'm doing at that time.

German State

Part of the reason that World War II movies will continue to be made is that the German uniforms make the soldiers body look good. The above photos shows that they continue this tradition.

The Feldjager are the military police of the Bundeswehr, Germany's armed forces. Tight in the right places, bulgy in the right places, pleasing to the eye all around.

I confess, I've recently faked an orgasism

I've never faked an organism till recently, and the reason I did it was because I no longer have it in me to ejaculate more than twice a day every day.

Friday I met a guy for the first time, in a semi public place to avoid showing cocks on the first meeting. Well we ended up talking for the better part of an hour, which in our minds the second meeting had started about thirty minutes after we met. So a hand to the crotch lead to a hand to a nipple and before we know what was going on my cock was in his mouth. Its not like my cock just slipped out, though it was fighting to get out, the dialog between was was such that we felt comfortable with one another to take it to the next level. It was a good blowjob, such that throughout the day I was semi hard just thinking about it.

On Saturday I had made plans to meet my Latino boy, set up the meeting early in the week. He showed up and things are going good, I'm topping him, he's loving it, and my dick starts to go soft, WTF. I'm standing there with my dick up a guys ass, he looks like a porn star with a hot tight body, a nice uncut cock, and I'm worried that my floppy dick is going to fall out of his ass. So I say that I've cum, we finish and shower up, but I tell him not to get dressed. I get him back in front of me and for  the better part of hour we trade blow job, till I have a hard enough dick again to cum all over his chest. I tell him its the second time, but I know its the first time, and it still took some effort on my part.

Then on Sunday I couldn't keep an erection for my wife, but that was rectified this morning, I got her to organism twice. I think exploring my sexual nature is make me a better sexual participate all around, I'm just not able to do it everyday cause I'm not in my twenties any more, but the sex is definitely getting better the older I get.

Dads and Sons

I recently became a fan of "How i met your mother" and the Barney character is great. I've always heard of guys picking up young girls with "daddy issues" and part of me always thought it was a bit exploitive on the guys part. Now the tables are turned a bit with a twist, and guys are chatting me up online liking my age, body and chest hair. The first time one of these guys called me daddy online, it kind of freaked me out, but now I've gotten used to it and realize that they understand the sexual role that they want to play, and I have kids half my after lusting after me. Not wanting to have a harem of young cock, I've only made physical contact with one of these guys, and but its like being a director and participant of porn, front row seating, where all the action is. I think I could get use to this.

My Latino boy

If time, traffic, and tempeture all work in my favor, I'm going to be meeting my boy this afternoon, and do what I described on Tuesday to him. I originally wanted to do this Monday night, but a Saturday afternoon works for me too.

The only person that I've ever seen do this was a guy that at the time we called retarded, now I would describe the person as having reduced-cogitative capabilities. So I'm torn on this image, because the guy has a really nice ass and legs, yet I wonder if he is doing this on purpose or if his shorts just slipped down. I personnally would never do this, and would turn my head away if was the guy on the right.

PS. The picture is lost somewhere in cyberspace, the this is the gist of it. Image a gang of urinal along a wall most of them in use, One of the guys has his shorts down around his ankles. While this makes his ass look nice, it's a step beyond proper restroom etiquette. There are two guys to the right that are using the urinals properly and catching a long glance at the guy on the end with his shorts around his ankles. He is either a show off, not right in the head, or his shorts just slipped down and he hasn't reached to pull them back up.

The hook up

I chatted with a guy for about two hours, the tone was that we were horny and we were planning on meeting up. This guy and I had been chatting for several weeks now and I thought this was the time that I was going to see if the great looking body he had a picture of was really his. The last message I received from him was asking if I had his number, I didn't have his number. Then he logged off when the time to meet was approaching, and I was hoping that he would email me some contact info. The time came and went and still no contact info. As a conciliation prize, my buddy called and said the third guy was going to be at his place in thirty minutes, and I was welcome to cum. So the afternoon wasn't a loss, I sent an email to the first guy hoping to meet in the future, so maybe one day I will be able to see that late twenties, hard bodied guy.

Something about jeans, a wide belt, hairy stomach, and the cock that is just bursting to get some attention. Its narcissistic on my part to get a boner thinking about this image. I'm pretty sure that if I had a twin brother, we would have been all over one another from about the age of seven.

I'm not much of a sport guy, in High School I was in the band, though in grade school, I did participate in different sports; soccer, and basketball. It was during the start of the basketball season when I was about eleven, that we went to the boys club in my neighborhood, and started our practice. The coach gave us all jock straps to wear. I don't remember where he got them, or if we kept them or gave them back, the only thing I remember was that the straps that were suppose to be around the legs as in the photo above, were buried in my crack. and there was no pulling them out of there. So the whole practice was with these straps rubbing in my crack, and it wasn't a good feeling. To this day I've never put on another jock strap, though after seeing the image above, I would love to have a bottom wearing one while it gave me something to man handle him with.

Hook up sites

Online hook-up sites are like playing musical chairs. For those who don't know or have forgot, or if I have it totally wrong, musical chairs is where a group of people walk around a group of chairs, where there is always one less chair than people walking around them. Music is playing and people are walking around the chairs, then the music stops and you scramble for a seat. The person who doesn't get a seat is eliminated from the game, a chair is removed and the music begins again, and the people start circling the chairs once again.

The hook-up sites are like this because you move about trying to jocking for a position with a person or persons, playing the field, waiting for the music to stop, but in this case when the music stops, the idea is to be participating in the hook-up, not to be on the sidelines wondering why you don't have a chair / hook-up.

I say this because I thought I had this evening planned out, with my boy that I've met a few times already. I was expecting to get him here, feel up his body, then slowly undress him till he was naked. I was going to be still fully clothed as I got him to sit on the edge of a table, while I sucked his cock, and stuck a finger or two into his ass to see how tight he was. After i sucked his cock for a while I was going to turn him around, unzip my fly pull out my cock and let him suck on me for a while. After he got me nice and hard, I was going to  bend him over and put my cock where my fingers had been and fucked him for as long I could.

He texts me thirty minutes before I hope he would get here and says that he can't stop by tonight. shit.

Things that get my dick excited

When a guy online says that I can have him in anyway that I select, and were talking him naked with me over him, my dick gets excited.

Just knowing that I can be in a room with a guy, walk over to him and stick my hand down his pants to feel his cock, gets my dick excited.

Knowing that if I ask a guy to show me his junk, especially if we'er in a semi public place, and knowing that we will do it, gets my dick excited.

I'll post more

I look at this picture, and the first thing that pops into my head, what kind of car is this that has so much interior room., or are the two guys just small. Second thought is that I would like to be the guy on the right.

This being winter, and not having a reliable place to play with another guy, I may have to do this one day soon, without getting caught.

Nipples

What is it with some / most guys and nipple play?

I've had a guy suck on mine, that was okay. I had a guy bite on mine, that wasn't okay. I've had a guy rub on mine, and that was okay. At no time did I ever have that feeling that I've read that some people have where they can get an orgasm from nipple play. I know the guy is just trying to please me, but I would be more pleased if he said that he was going to scrub my toilet after we were finished. Thats not a metaphor, its just that I don't like cleaning toilets, I don't get off on seeing anyone clean my toilet, I just like a clean toilet. The analogy is a bit of a stretch, but that is how I feel when someone is on my nipple.

Growing up I didn't like my nipples to much, because I thought they were bigger than other guys. The ones I remember are the little tight ones that always seemed to be on the guy with a well formed pec, I didn't have any desire to suck on them, it was more of a desire to have nipples and pecs like them.

My magic dick

I wrote this post early in January and I'm going to go ahead and put it out there, I could edit it some more, but I'm still dealing with the issue from the previous post, and it seems to go together.



I know this is either childish on my part or just my plain ignorance, but I'm starting to think my dick has magic powers over other guys. Let me relate a few examples for you, stuff that has happens to me leading me to think there might be some truth to the crap I'm writing here.

First off, imagine a mid twenties latino guy, that looks better than I see in some the porn videos that I see online. By better I'm me that he is naked if front of me, has a rock hard body, and a hard cock and right in front of me. Why does a guy with the body of a porn star want to see me naked? I didn't ask that question, I just stood there with my dick in hand waiting for him to get on his knees.

Now being latino, there was a bit of a language issue, as I tried to explain my situation, my my need for discretion, and the limited time that I would have for these extra curriculiar activities, he nodded to me like he understood, the whole time looking at my crouch. As soon as my cock hit his lips, I'm pretty sure everything I just said went away.

Another example was a guy more my age, mid forties, who upon seeing my dick, being a bi guy who prefers straight porn, he came pretty quickly after having my dick in his mouth, and not touching his dick till the cleanup.

I'm starting to feel that guys after see my dick want to step back and admire, or take a picture for posterior, and all I want is a guy that can take me to the hilt, and safely I haven't found that guy. For anyone readigpng this, I don't go to glory holes or find guys that say anything goes.

My Cocks Fan Club

 I think my cock in plotting against me.

What constitutes a stalker

I think I may have a stalker, or he could just be a really big fan of my cock.

Luckily he only knows me through an online hookup site, so he knows what city I'm in but not much else. The reason I wonder if he is really a stalker is that we met for about an hour of time at his hotel. This is one of the times where I broke my own rule of not meeting guys first, then leaving to meet again at a later date before any cocks are pulled out of anyones pants.

He was driving through town, spent the night in a hotel, connected with me through the site the next morning. He said all the right things in the emails and before I know it my cock had made the decision to visit this guy and have him suck my cock. Spent the time in his room while I stuck my cock down his throat for the better part of an hour.Apparently he loved every second of it and wants more.

I received a message from him once saying that he was in town and wanted to meet again. The issue with this that its a nine hour one way drive between where I live and where he lives. So he traveled nine hours, with the hopes of seeing my cock again. And now that I write this out here, I realize that something is wrong and I need to stop being nice to this guy and just shut him out. Anyone that would be willing to spend the time and effort that he is willing to spend, I'm starting to realize, is someone that I don't need to encourage in anyway.

It's not like I want to be mean to the guy, its just that driving nine fucking hours with only the hope that he would see my cock is something that is starting to disturb me. If he is willing to do that where would he stop?

Or I could go the opposite way and start to think that my cock shoots out magic cum that makes men bend to my will and follow me in what ever I tell them to do. I might become a evil villain; get a abyssinian cat, an underground lair, and plans to dominate the world, or I could tell the guy to leave me alone and jack off into a Kleenex and flush it down the toilet. So I sent here an ponder; world domination, or jackoff. and if my cock has a say, the latter is going to win.

When does to much occur

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A World without Homophobia

What if we lived in a world where when you brought a boyfriend home for dinner, you parents didn't treat him any different that if you had brought a girl home?

What if we lived in a world where when someone says they are coming out of the closet, its really a closet, because no one feels threatened that a guy is going to lust after another guys junk.

What if Christ had had a disciple that had a relationship with a guy? What if they really were, a group of guys spending time together without women, would it really be a stretch to think that there might have been some man on man play?

Does it seem that the most vocal people spouting homophobia statements are the one suppressing their own homosexuality?

Why can't we live in a world where a guy can have a relationship with another guy that would be seen as no different that a guy and a girl? Where guys could get together, that may be on the heterosexual side of the fence, and have some male bonding.

I think its like bullying, it just take a person or two to stand up and look the bully in the face and say thats enough.

Now. I have a large dick, but it doesn't compare in the least to this guy. This may be a modified image, but still even if that were the case, he would still have a large dick between his legs.

The reason that I bring this up is that the joke in high school was that everyone wanted a large dick like this. Size queens want a large dick like this.Well I will tell you from personal experience that having a large cock is not the panacea that most people, who wish they had one, think it is. Girls scream in terror, guys laugh in the shower because your different. The guys that think they can handle it would say anything to get their hands on it. Even fully erect, having to guide your penis into a hole because it wants to bend (though this can be an advantage as I push in it moves slowly in pressing around the outside till enough pressure is applied and it pops further in.) And finally having sex with someone that is screaming in pain/pleasure, not really knowing if I'm doing any damage, is something to over come.

So the next time someone says that they want a large cock, think of the disadvantages, Having said all of that, I wouldn't change anything. Searching online for the worlds largest cock, puts it on a guy in New York at 13.5 inches. I would guest the photo above is longer than 15".

Male/Male Public Display of Affection

A couple of months ago I was in San Antonio, walking into a restaurant. Exiting the door about twenty-five feet in front of my party were two guys, they hugged and kissed as they went their separate ways. My reaction was just a bit more than if it had been a male/female couple mainly due to the rarity of male/male couple public display of affection. A guy in the party who seems as hetro as possible made the only comment " you don't see that everyday" with a hint of sarcasm in his voice. Thirty years ago, the reaction would have been for Jimmy  to be told to go back to the truck and get the bats, as they were going to detain the two guys and teach them a lesson. Now, its just a comment with a hint of sarcasm, though I will agree that some places are still living thirty years in the past.

It would seem that if gay couples want to become more mainstream in peoples reactions to public display of affection, that there should be more departing kisses, and less speedo gyrations on a parade float with a large group of other guys doing the same thing. The closest hetro thing I can think of that would compare to a gay parade would be MTV spring break, and while that is interesting to watch for a short period of time, its not the norm, and generally not socially acceptable conduct.

No matter what social pressures are on me, I would never get mostly naked, walk down a public street and simulate sex with total strangers, not something that I have in me to do.

Saturday the impromptu meeting

Usually I'm not going to go from chatting with someone online and get them naked in front of me with an hour, that seems kind of slutty to me, but in this case I made the exception based on our conversation. So for this Saturday encounter started out by him messaging me this:

r u a dom top?  i am a muscled cute bttm that wants to dominated.

How could you say no to this, in retrospect I should have, but hey, my cock made the decision on this one. There are just to many things in his emails that I wanted to experience to turn down this offer on a Saturday afternoon.

So after some back and forth, he finally showed up at my office where I was. I had just finished riding my bike and was slightly tired, horny and sweaty, before all of this started, so still wearing my musky smell shorts and jersey when he showed up.

The picture to the right is about what he looked like,

He mentioned that he only had a short amount of time, and we got right into things. He took off his clothes, I took off my jersey. I put my jersey in his face and he almost came just from the smell. I like the smell myself, its very masculine mixed with the great outdoors, someone should bottle that stuff. Then I got him on the floor on his back as I grabbed his cock, sucked his nipples, and he had my cock in his mouth. This went on for a few minutes, then he came, got up and said he had to go, and I didn't have enough time for a proper erection. So he put his pants and t shirt back on and left, with me naked and unsatisfied.

The whole time that I had his cock in my hand, just inches from my mouth, I had no real desire to suck it. It was more of admiration mixed with some intimidation finally having met someone that rivals my own length in the cock department. Then he came, and I was thinking "really, that's it" it was a dribble compared to what comes shooting out of my cock, I'm no porn star, but I have a decent amount of cum to add to the party.

So this is what I learned from this experience:
1. Bottoms who like to be dominated, also like to control things to an extent.
2. A guy that is very muscular is great to look at not really to touch, to hard.
3. Stop with the quick hook ups.
4. Next time a sub is in my presence, they dam well better make sure that I cum before them.
5. maybe more if I think of them.