Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Sexual History
How much sexual history is proper to go over when you first meet a guy? Does one just hit the highlights? tight ass, great cock sucker, hot body, or does one chronologically go through each guy that one has had some sort of sexual relations with over the past few months?
I've gone from monogamy to what ever the hell I am now in the matter of one hundred and five days. I'm not promiscuous because it takes more that a nice smile, good personality, and a hot body to get my dick out of my pants, but usually if we get to the point where I'm looking at a hot body, my dick has already found its own way out of my pants.
Back to the original question, how much does one divulge of past partners, and does a quick blowjob from a guy you'll never see again count?
I've gone from monogamy to what ever the hell I am now in the matter of one hundred and five days. I'm not promiscuous because it takes more that a nice smile, good personality, and a hot body to get my dick out of my pants, but usually if we get to the point where I'm looking at a hot body, my dick has already found its own way out of my pants.
Back to the original question, how much does one divulge of past partners, and does a quick blowjob from a guy you'll never see again count?
Past Memories
The more I think about how I have masturbated to the male image in the past the more I remember from my past. When I was just starting high school, my sister somehow got hold of a playgirl magazine. Featured that month was "Jim Davis," this was possible the first male nude in a porn type publication that I had ever seen. The one thing that I realize now is that sometimes things are best left as memories, and no need to rehash them, because it starts to distort the memories. I remember more about my sisters reaction to the name of this model, than I remember looking at the model or masturbating to these images, though I do remember sneaking into her room, and finding out where she had hidden the magazine, and taking a look. Memory is a tricky thing and from here on out I don't want reality messing up fond memories of my youth.
Monday, January 17, 2011
The End of Masturbation as I know it
Being alone and masturbating seems to be pointless.
Masturbating with another guy can be hot and very safe.
Masturbating by myself with online porn, then meeting someone and not being able to perform because I'm already spent, embarrassing.
I'm not as young as I once was and trying to cum more than three times in a single day can become a matter of mind over me pounding the hell out of my cock till it gives it up.
Masturbating with another guy can be hot and very safe.
Masturbating by myself with online porn, then meeting someone and not being able to perform because I'm already spent, embarrassing.
I'm not as young as I once was and trying to cum more than three times in a single day can become a matter of mind over me pounding the hell out of my cock till it gives it up.
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Well it's one more day with my profile.
I tweaked my profile to read that if you just wanted sex, to move along. It's suprising how many people that turns on and want sex with you. I guess it the rare commodity that gets the value. Anyway, I've chatted up with a guy most of Saturday morning, and very little was said about cocks, or meeting up. Most of the conversation was about riding bikes on the local trails. Now granted I've riden my road bike on the trails for years and when ever a fast biker passed me, I tended to speed up, to keep in the draft as well as getting a close view of his ass and legs in the lycra bike shorts. Now to have one of those guys ride with me, and if we stop to take a piss on the aide of the rode, to show off to one another. I admit that it makes me kinda hard thinking about that, so another case of dick winning out to brain.
Robert Förstemann, A German track cyclist and Olympian Imagine following him on the road.
Robert Förstemann, A German track cyclist and Olympian Imagine following him on the road.
Why do I still have my profile?
Friday nite, online, after the wife has gone to sleep, and chatting with a guy. This is good connection so far, he has a place, he's in town, it could become a regular thing. Now time to seal the deal, and BOOM. What the fuck just happened? Did I say something that suddenly makes this guy run away? Has the guy died on the other end? Why do from full speed to zilch in a matter of seconds. I'm going to wear my dick out going from hard to soft to hard to soft to semi hard to limp to giving up the ghost. Wow, I have the super power to kill a connection before its even made, like a force field around me, get to close and someone might die.
Any idea why this happens, and is it just me, or is this common?
Any idea why this happens, and is it just me, or is this common?
Friday, January 14, 2011
To end or not to end my online Profile
I was driving across the state that I live in the other day (on business) and the whole time I was thinking that I just need to delete my online profile. Every time I look online, its the same guys. The one that always messages me wanting to suck my cock again, (not unless I'm desperate.) The guys that I would like to get to know a bit better, who never return my emails (come on guys, I'm not ugly and I have a big cock, whats up?) Then there are all the other guys that maybe I think I'm to good for them, or they have a quirk in their profile of picture that raises a red flag with me.
I just have to realize that the guy of my dreams, is just that, in my dreams, and see if any of the connects that I have made are going to work out. So its just a matter of days before I delete my profile, I just want to give the good looking guy a chance to respond to my email. Ten days I've waited, he could be on vacation, he'll respond when he gets back, I know he will. I have a feeling this time that his vague pic and my vague pic, is going to make the difference and we are going to be good friends. [yeah right]
I just have to realize that the guy of my dreams, is just that, in my dreams, and see if any of the connects that I have made are going to work out. So its just a matter of days before I delete my profile, I just want to give the good looking guy a chance to respond to my email. Ten days I've waited, he could be on vacation, he'll respond when he gets back, I know he will. I have a feeling this time that his vague pic and my vague pic, is going to make the difference and we are going to be good friends. [yeah right]
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