Past Memories

The more I think about how I have masturbated to the male image in the past the more I remember from my past. When I was just starting high school, my sister somehow got hold of a playgirl magazine. Featured that month was "Jim Davis," this was possible the first male nude in a porn type publication that I had ever seen. The one thing that I realize now is that sometimes things are best left as memories, and no need to rehash them, because it starts to distort the memories. I remember more about my sisters reaction to the name of this model, than I remember looking at the model or masturbating to these images, though I do remember sneaking into her room, and finding out where she had hidden the magazine, and taking a look. Memory is a tricky thing and from here on out I don't want reality messing up fond memories of my youth.