I think I now know what I want out of all this online connections with other guys. It really quite simple and probably selfish on my part.
Its a Monday night, I have a bit of time to play with other guys, and there is no one that seems to be available to suck my cock or let me fuck them. Is that really to much to ask to have someone on speed dial that has a place, near me and will let me come by and fuck them, after some notice of course.
I don't really want to just sit here and jack off, I also know that if I lower my standards, don't tell the whole truth, that I could find some sucker on craigslist that would be willing to take my dick in tonight, but would rather jack off than do that.
I haven't been doing this long enough to have a regular guy to call, and don't know how long it takes to get a regular guy on call. I wonder if its going to take several guys on call, so that on different days, I can call different guys. I'll see how this goes, maybe I'll find someone, or realize that what I started with is the best thing for me.
I'm not sure that it's too much to ask to have someone available to take care of your needs, but it's very hard to find. I've been looking for years and am still looking.
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