Sore dick

My dick is sore, from a guy with a bit to much teeth, after pound him for a good solid forty-five minutes. Got to give it a rest. I also need to put a picture here of the scar on my cock from a guy with teeth a bit to sharp.

I kissed a guy

Two first occurred to and for me today, I kissed a guy and he came without touching himself while I was fucking him, basically in the position as in the photo above.

It all started with my regular guys, but one of them couldn't make it, so it was just two of us. I got to the apartment five minutes later than I told him I was going to be there, I walked in and he was naked on the bed ready for me. We talked as I took my shirt off, the knelt down to suck on is nice sized cock. After a minute or so of that I took the rest of my cloths off and we both got on the bed in a makeshift 69 position to suck dick some more. After what seemed like a long period of time and I was rock hard, I put on a condom and started ti insert. I didn't mention that while I was sucking his dick I had a finger or two in his ass, well I proceeded tout my cock where my fingers had been. Him bent over the edge of the bed wasn't working, so I laid down on the bed as he straddled me and slowly settled down on my cock. We were this way for a bit, letting him get comfortable the we proceeded to get him on his back without me pulling out, not a problem. With him on his back I started slowing and built up my speed, I coasted once or twice as I positioned his legs over my shoulder for better penetration, the whole time we were face to face and kissing. Not like making out, just playful biting and pressing of our lips together.

After a some more time of me thrusting into him and us kissing, suddenly he came right on to his stomach. This is what I thought all bottoms would want, a hands free orgasm. Then I pulled put out, slipped the condom off and proceeded to add my cum with his on his stomach.

How Gay is Gay

After the post the other day with the video of the two guys. The more I think about it the more I realize, is that the difference between being gay and being straight is just preference at the time of erection.

I always considered my attraction to guys to be an appreciation of the male form, like an artist sculpting a thing of beauty. Also I've always seen the male for as the ideal body that I would like to have, so when I get an erection looking at underwear models when I was growing up it wasn't that I was going to stick my dick in them or visa versa, but more like I was going to be them someday. I went through a few years where age, lack of exercise and laziness all converged and added about forty pounds of blubber onto my body, but I'm beyond that now and starting to look like my idealized male form from when I was younger. So now I wonder if I'm narcissistic.

Back to the gay thing, growing up you were gay or you were straight there was no grey area. If you so much as touched an erect penis, then that made you gay, and there was not going back from it. Also being gay meant that people would stop talking to you, friends would no longer be friends, people would treat you different just because they thought you were different from them. Most of these attitudes still persist to this day, and thus I will probably never come out of the shallow closet and tell the world that I'm bi-sexual. Personally I think most of the people that I see on a regular basis just wouldn't understand it.

"So you not gay, but you like having sex with guys?" they would say. and in their minds they would begin the process to shut me out. People want to be around like minded people, its not pretty, but its hardwired into our genes. So what is one to do, keep the secret, live my life. If a friend told me that he/her wanted to be Glenn Beck and was going to start talking and acting like Glenn Beck, I would treat them not to different than they would treat me it they knew my story. We all keep secrets, were all human. and there is noting average about an individual.

Drive by attraction

The other day driving to work in the morning, noticed a guy next to me at the stop light. Driving a red Mazada four door car, sitting in the drives seat a guy that caught my eye. Short trim hair, white shirt, and tie. Even though I only could see from the shoulders up, I could just tell that the guy had a good looking body. At the stop light slightly behind him I stared at him. I'm pretty sure he noticed me, giving me the glance that told me he was uncomfortable but excited to be the center of someones attention, even if it was for the duration of a few stop lights.

Never make fun of a small penis, unless it's on a douche

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More on Bottoming

As I mentioned before I tried bottoming and at the deep thrust I could feel something. I describe it as a lighter that is out of fuel when you need to light a cigarette, you flick and flick and you only get sparks. Thats what I felt, only sparks.

I was talking to a bottom last night, after me and another guy finished with him and he tried to describe it also, and though he couldn't really put it into words, I knew what he was talking about. Where as I was just sparks, he has a flame thrower at each thrust. He was really getting in to it, and loving it as long as me and the other guy could dish it out. He also mentioned that he had mini orgasms throughout the evening as many as twelve before finally blowing his load on his stomach.

I guess every guy is different and having the feeling of a flame thrower covering your body with every thrust of a top cock pounding into your ass is not something that everyone has the capacity to achieve.

I may bottom again sometime in the future, I'm not ruling it out, but for now I'm happy being a top, and like'n the bottom boys. What still scares me a bit is that to get the real feeling of bottoming I'm going to have to get a dick as big as mine to ride, and if the bottom boy from last night is any indication I might become a bottom slut for large cock. The scary part is if I crave it enough to cloud my judgement of rational decisions, just for the feeling, cause I can see where that might get addictive.

The one thing that I don't know is that bottom guys, are they like that from the beginning or is the experience something that is gradually grown into. If I find little pleasure in it now, is that the way it will always be, no matter the size of the cock.

Twenty five years ago, if I knew that two guys could be together like this, I might have a husband now. I found these guys while looking at porn videos, and there is just something there that I wish I was friends with these guys. I gather that they are really active military when the video was recorded, or really good actors, and that takes balls in the DADT era.