Things I've NeverTold Anyone: Self Suck

When I was thirteen or ao, I some how got the idea to suck my own cock. I don't know where this idea came from, as at this time my knowledge of gay porn consisted of seeing my sisters single playgirl magazine. I remember that I had checked a book out from the library about yoga, and stretching, so one day I was in my room, door closed, and naked and decided to give it a try.

Now this act is for the young, the limber and the stupid, as I was in college when a guy told me that a friend of his had thrown his back out trying to suck his own cock, example of the stupid. I was in the young and stupid category when I tried to suck my own cock. The good part of the story is that I was able to get the head of my cock in my mouth,and it was glorious for a thirteen year old boy to self perform his first blow job. The bad part of the story is that was the one and only time I did that act.

The reason it was only a single act, was that just as I was really getting into having my own cock in my mouth, the door to my room slide open and my sister was right there. I've blocked out all the details that follow, but the end result was that was the only time that action ever occurred, it was another five or six years before I discovered the adult bookstore and the arcades that I was to have my first true blow job, but that was kind of a bust also, but for different reasons,


Years later after getting over some of the guilt, I did try again, but alas, the self suck was beyond my grasp, I was no longer young, not limber, and smart enough not to mess up my back. Still on the lookout for the allusive toothless cock sucker though.