Things I've Never Told Anyone - Penthouse Mag

Years ago, while in grade school, I was walking home after classes were let out. walking alone, I must have been part of the cross walk guard, which delayed my leaving school, other wise I would have been with other people. I remember the day, early fall, pine needles on the street under the pine trees. The yellow brick house that always had a lot of cars parked in the driveway as well as the street. On this particular day there were few cars in front of the house, and a Penthouse Magazine laying face up on the street near the gutter.

I'm not sure if I was familiar with this type of magazine at the time, but one look inside turned me from mild manner grade school student to Gollum with his precious. Here were pictures of  people; men and women, that somehow made my groins stir. I knew instinctively that I needed to hide the magazine from the sight of others, and get to a private place where I could play with my penis while looking at the magazine.

The only reason that I've been reminded of that is because I came across the above image recently and the first thing that caught my attention is the line from the thumb to the tip of the cock. I know that it's pre-cum now, but on first reaction I thought it was a pin or a needle. The only reason that entered my mind was because the issue of Penthouse had an article about what "fun things" to do at a Christmas orgy, and one of the activities was to play pin the cock, with an illustration of a man, tied up, surrounded by several women, as they were taking turns putting pins into the guys penis. 

Do you have any idea what that does to a young man's mind? I'm still trying to figure it out myself really. Luckily I've never come across an image of pins in a penis since then, and with all the crazy shit that I have seen, it must mean that using a penis as a pin cushion at a Christmas orgy is something that probably never happened.

The only other thing I remember from the entire issue was near the beginning, A cock, semi hard, had a pencil lead sticking out of the tip, and a woman's hand was positioned around the shaft to make it look like a writing instrument, dis-embodied from the rest of the man. I have no idea why my brain would retain that image after all these years, but its there,