Regular

For the past few months, what I have been looking for is a regular guy, that would satisfy my guy on guy urges on a schedule that works in my time frame. Kind of like an on demand bottom, who is ready, willing, able, and available when I have the time. After months of searching, that person does not exist, and probably would never be able to exist except in my dreams.

So I've done the next best thing, cultivated a few guys that as a conglomerate meet all the specifics that I've been looking for in a friend with benefits. I think I'm on the verge of pulling this together, its taken over four months just to lay the ground work, and now I can see that the friendship is starting to develop between us.

I can image that most people reading this would think that I'm an idiot for finding out something that seems so obvious and available,  but I would remind you that as recently as six months ago my experience with anything that would be remotely called gay was with online pictures, with the exception of the two or three experiences in college. So for me to go from zero to ten mph, may seem dumb in retrospect but for now, for me, I'm in the fast lane, and thinking that its a good place to be.

Having my balls in a guys mouth has probably been the best surprise of doing any of this. My cock curves a bit more than this one, so hits a guys throat just above the adams apple, when I'm in this position.